More specifically, a tape recording of him saying, “I’m sorry I raped you, Amy Rose.” So I picked up the phone, and I got one. You might not know what’s going to happen during these calls, or ever get a smoking gun in your tapes. First: How are you going to tape your call? I felt, for the first time after that person raped me, real power over the situation. Sometimes, I wonder if making a tape of this really emotional and fraught interaction was the “right” thing to do.